Holiday

Well these last few weeks have definitely been busy. It seems like we all go crazy for a month getting ready for Christmas and then it is all over in just a few hours.  I guess that is part of the fun.  I was really excited for Black Friday because Jason and I were trying something new and I am always up for a little adventure; but besides that I didn't get into it much.  Two weeks before Christmas we went out and cut down our own tree.  Another thing that was new for us, but it took us until December 23 to get the motivation to decorate it.  This is not normal for me at all because I love this time of year.  All the lights, and the music....(Christmas music on the radio was annoying me, they start way too early)  I know some of the issue was because I just didn't have the energy for a lot of it, but I am not sure if that was the whole problem or not.  It kind of makes me sad.

Enough is Enough

I went back into the hospital on December 2nd.  Again I was coughing a lot, fevers all the time, not sleeping through the night.  I had to go in yet again, but this last hospitalization sucked.  Things were just going wrong left and right.  I am use to hurdles.  I come across them every day and can normally get through them.  When things come at me one after another, and I am not feeling well to begin with…I do eventually break down at times.